He was perfect. He is perfect.
He came into this world fighting.
Our lives are for forever changed.
He surprised doctors and nurses.
We knew he had it in him. He knew he had it in him.
God knew. God knows.
God gave us a perfect little boy.
Abel William Ford came into this world Thursday June 18,
2015 at 3:27 p.m.
God was in that room, we all felt the peace that He poured
into the room. A sense of peace that this mommy and daddy needed to know it was
going to be OK. It had to be OK. God was there. He was answering prayers. He
was helping doctors. He was giving Abel strength. He was comforting Victor and
me. As much as our hearts hurt and broke they were overfilled with joy at the
same time.
He was fighting. He was a fighter; we shouldn’t have
expected anything less.
He was a little red headed feisty little boy that wasn’t
giving up!
His daddy got to meet him and cheer him on face to face as
the doctors help give him the tools to fight.
I prayed.
Victor got to hold his son and was the proudest daddy there
could be. It was love.
We had to make decisions no parent should have to make. We
stayed strong as our hearts broke. Our son needed us to do what was right for him.
We had to make some of the most selfless decisions known to man as the doctors
told us if they continued Abel would be in great pain. We had to say no. It wouldn’t
be fair to Abel; to the sweetest little boy God could give us.
I held him. I loved him. I love him.
I was in love.
He was so perfect. He is so perfect.
We talked and his daddy and I told him how proud we were of
him. We had our moments. God was there. God was showering Victor and I with
blessings as our hearts broke at the same time. God was holding all three of us
as His plan unfolded.
Abel kept fighting to breath. The tube helped but you could
see it in his eyes he was tiered. He had just had the biggest day ever! He made
it into this world ALIVE and surprised everyone in that room, there wasn’t a
dry eye. Jesus was holding him tight on this adventure.
He had his daddy’s heart and determination. He had his
mommy’s fight.
He saw his mommy and his daddy, he felt our love. He knows
how much he is loved. He heard our voices, heard our cheers and felt our tears.
We talked about meeting Jesus and I told him it was OK, not to be scared.
He took the world in. He soaked in our love as we poured our
thoughts, encouragement and cheers onto him. We bathed him in kisses. We hugged
him tight. This is what he had been fighting for, this was it! Welcome to the
world Abel!
We held him as long as we could. But we could see he was
getting tiered. He was still fighting but his little eyes were sleepy. He was
in the midst of a very exciting day! His little body had worked so hard. His
little heart hadn’t given up the fight not for a second.
Our hearts broke. In the same moment we were the proudest
parents ever!
We made it back to the room where four of the proudest
grandparents got to meet their grandson. Tears ran down cheeks, kisses were
given as Abel was passed around. He was perfect. Victor and I were so proud to
show him off to our parents. We were all so in love. Our little baby angel
love!
He had his mommy’s nose and his daddy’s ears. He looked just
like us both! He had luscious lips, wavy red hair and sweet eyes with long
blonde eye lashes. He had feet like his daddy and big ol’ hands. He was
perfect.
At some point in all the love, tears and sweet words our
sweet baby went to be an angel with Jesus.
Our day was perfect.
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these.
Luke 18:16